what's Love~!?

Love it's simple and yet complicated, there's no definition to what actually love is... I'd say it's a feeling you have for someone you actually care... Love don't make you happy and love don't hurt you... What make you happy is what the person you love did to you, and the action taken by that person is power by the feeling of love... Love don't hurt you... what actually hurt you is what the person did to you... There's no such thing as perfect... There's only people going after perfection... Human being are not perfect, that's why human make mistake... Every single one of us deserve a chance to change... Sometimes we're given the chance, but we cannot forgive ourself for what we did... Somehow we just wanna make things right again, but what actually happened was we make the matter worse... What's wrong is wrong, hopefully time will wash away... That's the only thing I'm hoping for... (current status: emo? mix? no idea)

Baby Language

This morning i woke up quite early.. 7.30am.. mum called me through the cell phone asking me 2 check whether the main door was locked.. afraid that when she went out some burglar might came in while I'm sleeping.. obviously my sleep was interrupted.. Watch a show known as "oprah winfrey".. introducing the baby language... there's a 5 universal sound produce by baby indicating what they actually wants.. i find this extremely interesting... there's a product known as DUNSTAN BABY LANGUAGE.. they're selling the DVD... the five universal sound is:

Neh-Hungry
Owh-Sleepy
Heh-Discomfort
Eair-Lower Gas
Eh-Burp

It's kinda hard 2 differentiate.. gotta listen more often... lolz~!... nyway.. those 5 sound oni applicable to 1 to 4 months old babies... oh i love this episode.. interesting.. luckily i woke up early..

hang out wif my sister...

some random pic... went 2 genting wif sis... went shopping mall wif sis... had lunch in jogoya wif sis... ...erm... i think mostly it's shopping mall...
we're sitting on the flying ship in Genting first world... forget wat's the name of the ride.. my sis and me..
taking pic wif my niece and nephew.. they smile so cute... cute~!
holding the coconut in jogoya.. tat drink's so so so nice.. i think i had 4 tat coconut..
tat's the food we manage 2 grab for the 1st round.... (it's buffet)...... i guess i'm juz posting tis blog for the sake of posting..lolz

Reluctant..

When some1 did some pretty bad things on u or did something without thinking hw'd u feel? What should i do? Don't bother?

thinking and thinking...

Life is too unpredictable... wat had happened to me lately? mood swerved super fast.. from happy can suddenly become super upset... and bcoz of a thing name "love"... i decided to pull myself out of this... but how come i still got tat kind of weird feelings.. the feeling of losing out...the feeling of disatisfaction... hmm... what had happened???... i thought i'm on the road of recovery... come on~!! i can do it... i must do it... i'm force to do it... i cn't change what had happened... i can learn 2 accept it... and ignore wat's not important... someone is waiting for me 2 be cheerful again... i nid 2 cheer up... i nid 2 stand up and face it... selfish, cruel, nt understanding, impatience and unfriendly is not me... i'm who i'm... i'll always remind myself to stay strong... forget wat had happened... forgive and forget those who hurt me... accept wat had happened... get on with it and live with it... and i'll be who i'm before.. and try to be a better person... Treasure wat's around me... learn that there's no sympathy in this world... u can sympathy other ppl but dun expect ppl 2 sympathy YOU... FINALLY, MY DESTINY CAN BEGIN......[fergie-finally]